right now, there’s this dude i like, he’s a bit older and i’m interested in seeing what happens. he reminds me a lot of myself in many ways. i think he’s pretty awesome to talk to and hang out with and im interested in what’s in his head. however, im less experienced and am having a hard time knowing what he wants or sees in me. it’s either he’s playing really hard to get, wants to be friends, has more than one good thing going on, or really likes me too and is taking his time with it. usually, i’ll try and figure someone out, but in this case i don’t feel like i have to. i’m reading a book, it’s very intriguing and i just hit a cliffhanger…